Have you ever felt like so proud of yourself, like "I am important" . In my case i never give my self so much importance that.. you know that 'my existance' is so important kind of attitude. But something happened last week made me feel so so important, valuable and worthy. Though this thing had happened before, i mean , from our childhood days, during rakhsha bandhan i tie "resham knots" in brothers wrist and he would bend and touch feets and take ashirwad. So it was no new thing.. until last week. A normal day it was, and i was busy in the kitchen doing my daily chores when my devar Mohit Lunia came in the kitchen and touched my mother in laws feet and she blessed her all the very best for the exam he was going for that day. And then he proceeded to touch my feet, as usual i said "lets just shake hands bhaiya, and best of luck bhaiya" but he didn't listen and touched my feet (this had happened before , whenever he goes for exam he does that, but today was different).
Every other days he would do 'pranam' and i would just say 'khush rahiye bhaiya, and best of luck', and even that day after his pranam i said "khush rahiye and best of luck" but the only difference was i when he bent, i hold my hands on his back and said these words, while saying it, i actually felt, how it feels to bless some one. I meant each and every word i uttered. I felt like god, like i am blessing him" khush rahiye" and so he ll be happy forever. I felt like by holding my hands on his back i am passing "happiness and blessings" through the veins of my palms into him , i felt proud , not because he did 'pranam' to me but because my blessings matters.
All the times we just say "best of luck" but this day i really really wanted luck favours him the bestest possible. I always had this thing about doing pranams, i love to gain ashirwad from elders but that day i received a new feeling, new gift , "the joy of giving"-happiness, the joy of blessing someone to stay happy in there life no matter what. Have you ever did it? Please do it, bless someone from bottom of your heart nothing will give you more pleasure . You must have blessed your younger sister or brother or cousin but this time while doing it, hold your hands on thier back and bless from bottom of heart, feel the importance of yourself in thier lives and also how much there happiness means to you. I heard this sentence many times" KHUSI BAATNE SE BADHTI HAI", but this made sense to me that day.Thank you so much Mohit bhaiya for making me realise the hidden power i had of "blessing". I don't know my blessings works or not but from that day it has been always so pure and from bottom of my heart.
